The veredict is...

The physical universe becomes a pale and gray blur while like a viper i crawl to the threshold of the dwelling of the only one left alive.

With a stone fist i knock at the door with enough strenght to bash it open until a slight but wellknown sadistical voice inquires:

-Damn it! What the fuck you want?

She knows it's me, she always knows it's me.

-Open up.

She opens the door with her ussual lack of willingness untill she stares for less than a second at my eyes, because I, bursting in madness grab her wrists with one hand over her head and with the other one I grab her neck and slam her against the wall choking her. She glances in the line between concience and unconcienceness, looking at me with the intense pleasure caused by the abcense of oxigen in her brain.

-As romantic as ussual uh?

It really wasn't a question...

-Quiet

An as a violent display of passion and rage begins, a combination of fast and slow moves, the breath taken away, incomprehensible whispers flowing like poison from wet lips to vulgar ears, theet torning flesh in a cannibal, vampiric kiss, lustful screams filling the room with desire, nails carving the back with desire, power and lust, desire and anxiety, accented by the pain of two souls merging into one, sweety skin, drops flying away in a brutal climax shouting to the sky with the unparallel pleasure and burning satisfaction designed only for the most vicious and the doomed.

Between uneasy breathing she claims:

-You know, it's not like i don't apreciate the tenderness but, to what do I owe this unexpected... pleasure?

For all answers i grabbed her hair at the root and pulled her down to my face to whisper at her ear:

-Take this and do what you love doing.

-What? Again? Nice, you really know how to keep it up with a lady.

-Take it.

After saying this, i gave her the most funest gift: a short blade stained with blood.

Still grabbing her hair, still two naked creatures merged in one by ominous reasons i explained myself:

-She's dead, do it now.

-Oh! Too bad, i was in the mood for another one, but now you are going to suffer.

Skin lacerated, carved with the cold fire of punishment, of blindfaith retribution, blood drops turned into a warm peaceful stain slowly covering the entire blanket while she dictates the veredict and do the execution:

-Suffer now, you, who failed in protecting the future. I will miss you, you know? Your blood is so fucking delicious...

An egotistic path of windows and mirrors

And so the images of a future longing to be dismissed, pictures of how this is going on...





Only a window rolling over i see, degrading, just watching how my flesh dances as ashes while a single wind blow burn it, insensitive I bleed, screaming buried in sin, rotting to the core, bursting in blind rage I smash my head against the glass one... two... three... four... five... six times until it begins to crack, I ought to cross it and reach the man of the hollow eyes...

Just a blink shatters the violence will im standing sweating, i turn around to see masses of people going on and on from here to there, careless, sweetly ignorant of what i saw and still see with my closed eyes.

Was this a dream?

...or this never happened?

I can see how a little girl cry, crying tearless while dragged by her mother to keep going to nowhere, to blackness.

As I travel from nothingness to hollowness, an infinite path of glass and mirrors leads me, showing me what eyes wont see. whithin less than a second, stretched to the limit i see myself with tears of blood which eventually becoming a river while my eyes fall, melted by the heat of my rage.


Inside the image of a mirror i can see myself on total darkness, in the middle of a minimal spot of light on a corner of white walls, empty, facing the wall wondering what life could be like, bursting with the madness held in Tartarus my head rises showing a pale face with empty black holes instead of eyes, screaming for redemption with the hands on the glass, limit between insanity and the vulgar display of shallowness so-called reality.

Flinching before myself I turned around just to find me face to face with a window, nothing was there, nothing but a fine line made of dots of light going at high speed. When the light faded and darkness filled the glass, a heavy rain begun, with the light of a thunder i got to see far away a wall of red bricks with a graffiti in red and black paint with a single word on it: "Monster", at the second lightening a deformed face, made of asymetrical and vicious fangs made of unholy silver, eyes totally white as those of a blind old man shining with and ominous spark of dementia. As shocked as i was with the view of this creature, I didnt realized the claw which actually crossed the glass of dimensions to grab my neck and pull me inside the "Monster" window in order for it to go to what I once called "Reality".

And still nowadays I wait, longing for a neck to choke and a soul to struggle with, for a life to vanish, to sacrifice just to place foot in reallity before the evil makes me fade away.

One day I died

Just shadows around, somewhere in the core of the sphere of darkness floating as a fetus, not unborn, not even material, just the escence of being, just existing, is this real?



As the shadow sphere turns, I realized i wasnt in it, I was it. I am the sphere of darkness, I am a sphere because I wanted to.



In myself sound is unexisting, here it's just me and not one thing beside me or in me.
On the edge of mi existence lies the eternal, infinite mass of nothingness, the empty space, licking me with it's ice cold being.

I am a sphere because of one simple reason, before it i was perpetual, perennial, my being covered everything here and there, dont like it so I reshaped myself, making me smoother, symetrical, becoming the center of me, the sun of shadows.

Suddenly, as a thunder, the sphere I am cracked open, splited in two.
From the crack flows color and sound, as ink and paint, drawing the reality, purity white filling the moon, limited by a blue and purple sky, aluring the top of the trees to reach it, to combine the deep black of the trees.
Wind leaking through logs, screaming for freedom while, as a ghost, as the reaper, a gunfire out of nowhere, drilling my brain to never come out.

As i fall on the pale snow, a white rabbit escapes...

Now, finally im gonna rest...

Eternal struggle within a second

Sorrounded by a forest gray and dead, over dust and dry land a man is standing, without any shade of expresion on his pale face. Falling on his knees, he screams to the air:

-I am Mankind, and I will never die...

At the time he let the silence exist again, the flesh and skin of his back, rips apart to release, like a thunder to the sky, a great mass of fog which quickly turned into half and humanoid form, ready to struggle to death knowing he wasnt alone.

From behind a wide and death tree, shows up a man in a black coat, without any introduction he leans and bursts into psychotic laughs, after a while, still laughing he shouted:

-My name is Dante...

By the time he say this, his back ripped too, but releasing black smoke instead, but taking demonic shape with burning red eyes.

And so the struggle begun. After seconds or ages, the white fog/man sucked the black smoke/demon as a tornado sucks the land leaving just peaceful devastation, with only himself and a gray forest left, or that seemed to be.

Suddenly the fog, from the core, turned into smoke, until the smoke/demon was restored but improved, wings, white as fog grew from his back and so his eyes turned white, as the black coated psychopath rose from the dead whispering:

-...and you already died.

Thunder of redemption

-So tell me, what would you chose?

In the darkest room, in the darkest floor, in the darkest hotel she's sitting in a small wooden chair, watching frightened.

-You have everything, power, love, servants, honor, respect. Why you have all this? I gave you all this, and only asked you for something, never betray me, never abandon me. I gave you all and what do i got? A gun, one bullet and a last choice to make. You could have had both of us if you wouldnt have been so selfish.

One man stands next to me, stiff, frightened too, because of the gun in my hand and a spark of madness I might have in the eye.

-You made him try to destroy me, you betrayed me, you choose his salvation even knowing that might meant my death, you abandoned me, you left me alone. You choose to hurt me for no real reason, just you existence, i've been hurt for you, but now im in hellish pain and you are the guilty, now im not your martyr, you made me just your victim, like so many before me.
So now you gotta decide if i live or die, but every choice has a catch, he or me, only one bullet, only one life, so chose.

He took everything away from me, she gave him the little peace I might have had.

-Now the twist, chose or i'll chose, tick tock, the time goes and a life shall go too.

She sees the madness in my eyes, her eyes focus on mine, she blinks and looks at him. She says nothing.

Well then, your time's over and your mouth is dry of words, so I'll help you now.
Now i stand up, playing with the gun, silent steps on the room, facing her i smile, smiling feels like lies, feels like a mask.
-Seems like you made your call and once again I'll execute it for you.

Again I put on a walk and now I lay my arm on his shoulders, he trembles, I whisper in his ear:

-She choose, be glad, and I'll see you soon.

Skin feels the cold metal and the sudden heavyness of the air we breath while my finger stops playing and finally pulls the trigger. A thunder of redemption. A life goes away...

How does it feels?

Now the balance is real again as I lie down resting with a bullet between my thoughts...

One hell of daydream...

In a deep dark place she waits for me, i see her standing in a shadow.

-Why you wait for me my dear?

for all answer she points at a side, when i turn i see my brothers, they´re all dead, slaughtered. And she smiles...

-What? Why!? Why you did it!?

-I don´t like them...

-You betrayed me! I gave you everything i ever had!

-...but not your brothers... You see I wonder why, you my all faithful paladin refused to gave me your brothers, i found no answer so it just grew inside of me, you didn't give'em to me so i just took'em, why so upset about it?

I feel to my knees, crushed. I raised a bigger demon than I though and now she killed them, she betrayed me...

-They were all i had, my bond to reality and you deceitful lady took them away from me... I trained you well i see, now i owe you nothing, now it's time for your final challenge, kill me and you become a true goddess, fail and well you die...


-My master, my friend, my brother you always were mighty strong but can you really kill me? can you destroy what you created?


-You tell me my dear... can I?- I said this smiling, now I smile, now i see the only options, so let's see...


She turned back, waiting, I fired a gunshot to the air, and when she turned I threw the gun at her, she catched it ready to fire it but at the time she got it I put the cannon in my forehead, she surprised doubted a second, enough time for me to push her back with the forehead, she fell to the ground, I laughed loud and got closer to her, close enough to whisper softly in her ear:


-What? Ain't you gonna kill me? C'mon kill me, kill me, kill me. C'mon, do it, do it do it! For fucks sake kill me my beloved one!


She was angry for that, she kicked me in the guts. I backed off laughing so loud... I want her to kill me, even now I want her to succeed but it's not gonna be easy, I'm ready to kill her.

She shoots and keep shooting, I avoid some and some hit me, no problem, not after all what I've done. She Ain't no match for me, took me a few minutes and some more blood, but I have her, submited to me with one hand and with my left hand I slowly and gently grab her face:

-So pretty... What a shame, I expected more from you my dear. Give me the gun. Good, still has a bullet, that's just perfect.

To bad this is not what I wanted to happen but anyway it's over... for both of us.

She closed her eyes slowly, I saw that. Her warm breath was too temptating, I had no choice so I kissed her. Holy shit! she kissed me back... In the middle of that kiss, without her notice, I put the gun in the back of her head and shoot.

She died instantly, but not me, the bullet got me but I am in agony, I'm about to die. Good...

Farwell my dear beloved traitor...

The torture of a deity

So now deity...

Show me now, show me your naked soul
show me the fire in your eyes
strip your mind of sins and give me now
give me your heart i'll make it glow
point your foes, they will beg for mercy
mercy unknown to your claws.

Whisper me now your commands
shout them, on my knees i hear
i'll listen with passion in my body
i'll deliver them to the mortals
in a fire chariot i ride
a chariot o black flames i travel.

Now let me taste your pain, let me live your weakness
feed me with your fears, drown me in your tears
i'll wake you up, i'll rip the blindfold away
drink my blood and taste my corpse
i'm no mesias, i am no god
i'm just the lamb with the darkest soul.

I am the sacrifice i am the tribute
i am the eyes of a dead man
i'm the ashes of your home
i'm the evolution of the madness
the storm on the fields, the dust in your vest
i'm the cold blade chilling your hand of death.

Feel the cold between your fingers and the heat in your heart
despite the vermit of this land and the fear in their eyes
hollow cells of memory waiting your call
sinful abyss of mortality turning back from you
be feared by the men with something to lose
be praised for the man who on his knees waits.

Now watch me beg, watch me claim your name
torture me, punish me, now bludgeon me
give me suffering, let me be your pain
i'll swallow your shadow, i'll let you shine
be the eternal fire while in a shade i hide
burn me now, i beg you deity...

Forbbiden

Whisper Forbidden i'll listen

Seduce me with your life, show me paradise
hell's fire my home is, stone and blood.

So call me, Frobidden i'll go there, i'm in shades waiting, in the dark i am beside you crawling, begging, bleeding. I am the caretaker in the land of bone, so alure me Forbbiden, i am your slave, show me your soul, offer yourself to me, i will burn to ash in pain but thou being i shall not take.

Chose me Forbidden, so i can dismiss you, trow me to the wishing well, i wish to be back at your side, i am your shadow, Forbidden, i can never leave you, i am tied to death with you, tried to run away, to have a way without thou, but i aint have any, Forbidden is my way, my beginning and my end.

Cry Forbbiden, cry and miss your soul, so i can cover you with the strips of my shattered soul. the shards of my heart shall make a roof over you,i will overcome the wrath of Osiris and the will of Ragnarok.

The fire of your pain falls as sulfur rain, spreaded wings and venomous claws, hollow eyes and dry heart, those my tools are to stop the rain, to summon darkness and vanish pain, my tool in the pursuit of what Forbidden is.

So scream Forbidden and your voice shall make the world stumble. Call your rage and watch the mankind crumble beneath your hand, i'm your tool so call me, i'll make it happen.

Now kiss me Forbidden i'll repel you, posses me Forbidden i'm yours, in me not a bit of me belongs to me.

Cast me away or use me Forbidden my only request that is.