One hell of daydream...

In a deep dark place she waits for me, i see her standing in a shadow.

-Why you wait for me my dear?

for all answer she points at a side, when i turn i see my brothers, they´re all dead, slaughtered. And she smiles...

-What? Why!? Why you did it!?

-I don´t like them...

-You betrayed me! I gave you everything i ever had!

-...but not your brothers... You see I wonder why, you my all faithful paladin refused to gave me your brothers, i found no answer so it just grew inside of me, you didn't give'em to me so i just took'em, why so upset about it?

I feel to my knees, crushed. I raised a bigger demon than I though and now she killed them, she betrayed me...

-They were all i had, my bond to reality and you deceitful lady took them away from me... I trained you well i see, now i owe you nothing, now it's time for your final challenge, kill me and you become a true goddess, fail and well you die...


-My master, my friend, my brother you always were mighty strong but can you really kill me? can you destroy what you created?


-You tell me my dear... can I?- I said this smiling, now I smile, now i see the only options, so let's see...


She turned back, waiting, I fired a gunshot to the air, and when she turned I threw the gun at her, she catched it ready to fire it but at the time she got it I put the cannon in my forehead, she surprised doubted a second, enough time for me to push her back with the forehead, she fell to the ground, I laughed loud and got closer to her, close enough to whisper softly in her ear:


-What? Ain't you gonna kill me? C'mon kill me, kill me, kill me. C'mon, do it, do it do it! For fucks sake kill me my beloved one!


She was angry for that, she kicked me in the guts. I backed off laughing so loud... I want her to kill me, even now I want her to succeed but it's not gonna be easy, I'm ready to kill her.

She shoots and keep shooting, I avoid some and some hit me, no problem, not after all what I've done. She Ain't no match for me, took me a few minutes and some more blood, but I have her, submited to me with one hand and with my left hand I slowly and gently grab her face:

-So pretty... What a shame, I expected more from you my dear. Give me the gun. Good, still has a bullet, that's just perfect.

To bad this is not what I wanted to happen but anyway it's over... for both of us.

She closed her eyes slowly, I saw that. Her warm breath was too temptating, I had no choice so I kissed her. Holy shit! she kissed me back... In the middle of that kiss, without her notice, I put the gun in the back of her head and shoot.

She died instantly, but not me, the bullet got me but I am in agony, I'm about to die. Good...

Farwell my dear beloved traitor...

The torture of a deity

So now deity...

Show me now, show me your naked soul
show me the fire in your eyes
strip your mind of sins and give me now
give me your heart i'll make it glow
point your foes, they will beg for mercy
mercy unknown to your claws.

Whisper me now your commands
shout them, on my knees i hear
i'll listen with passion in my body
i'll deliver them to the mortals
in a fire chariot i ride
a chariot o black flames i travel.

Now let me taste your pain, let me live your weakness
feed me with your fears, drown me in your tears
i'll wake you up, i'll rip the blindfold away
drink my blood and taste my corpse
i'm no mesias, i am no god
i'm just the lamb with the darkest soul.

I am the sacrifice i am the tribute
i am the eyes of a dead man
i'm the ashes of your home
i'm the evolution of the madness
the storm on the fields, the dust in your vest
i'm the cold blade chilling your hand of death.

Feel the cold between your fingers and the heat in your heart
despite the vermit of this land and the fear in their eyes
hollow cells of memory waiting your call
sinful abyss of mortality turning back from you
be feared by the men with something to lose
be praised for the man who on his knees waits.

Now watch me beg, watch me claim your name
torture me, punish me, now bludgeon me
give me suffering, let me be your pain
i'll swallow your shadow, i'll let you shine
be the eternal fire while in a shade i hide
burn me now, i beg you deity...

Forbbiden

Whisper Forbidden i'll listen

Seduce me with your life, show me paradise
hell's fire my home is, stone and blood.

So call me, Frobidden i'll go there, i'm in shades waiting, in the dark i am beside you crawling, begging, bleeding. I am the caretaker in the land of bone, so alure me Forbbiden, i am your slave, show me your soul, offer yourself to me, i will burn to ash in pain but thou being i shall not take.

Chose me Forbidden, so i can dismiss you, trow me to the wishing well, i wish to be back at your side, i am your shadow, Forbidden, i can never leave you, i am tied to death with you, tried to run away, to have a way without thou, but i aint have any, Forbidden is my way, my beginning and my end.

Cry Forbbiden, cry and miss your soul, so i can cover you with the strips of my shattered soul. the shards of my heart shall make a roof over you,i will overcome the wrath of Osiris and the will of Ragnarok.

The fire of your pain falls as sulfur rain, spreaded wings and venomous claws, hollow eyes and dry heart, those my tools are to stop the rain, to summon darkness and vanish pain, my tool in the pursuit of what Forbidden is.

So scream Forbidden and your voice shall make the world stumble. Call your rage and watch the mankind crumble beneath your hand, i'm your tool so call me, i'll make it happen.

Now kiss me Forbidden i'll repel you, posses me Forbidden i'm yours, in me not a bit of me belongs to me.

Cast me away or use me Forbidden my only request that is.